But I just feel like posting something.
And well the title is a song title of the song that happens to be playing while I started writing this post so yupz.
I happened to download this song because I was helping my dad compile songs to burn into a CD for him to play while he's at work.
And Chris Medina's What Are Words is one of the songs that he wanted in the playlist.
Chris Medina is a castoff from American Idol in the year of 2011.
He became known to me because of a car accident his girlfriend got into.
And I think, if I didn't remember wrongly, that he dedicated this song to her.
Be it the lyrics or the melody, they're soothing to my ears.
So yea, I kind of like this song.
And I believe that you would actually hear this song at least once too.
If never, you need to.
Yesh, I am that serious to the point where I am sharing this on this blog of mine.
The lyrics are really beautiful.
To the person who composed this song, you're a genius.
I don't know how much pain one have to go through in order to sing this song with so much emotions.
Or to have felt enough to compose this song.
After all, music connects everyone in the soul.
And yes, to emphasize how serious I am about how beautiful this song is, I am gonna type the lyrics here out as well.
Yes, type because even though this is online, copy and paste simply just doesn't do justice to this song.
Well, even if it doesn't make a difference to you, it does to me.
;) so well~
Here goes.
Chris Medina - What Are Words
Anywhere you are, I am near.
Anywhere you go, I'll be there.
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see.
Every single promise I'll keep.
`Cause what kind of guy would I be?
If I was the leave, when you need me most?
What are words,
If you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words,
If they're only for good times, then they don't?
When it's love,
Yeah, you say them out loud.
Those words, they never go away.
They live on.
Even when we're gone.
And I know an angel was sent.
Just for me and I know I'm meant.
To be where I am.
And I'm gonna be.
Standing right beside her tonight.
And I'm gonna be by her side.
I would never leave.
When she needs me most.
What are words,
If you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words,
If they're only for good times, then they don't?
When it's love,
Yeah, you say them out loud.
Those words, they never go away.
They live on.
Even when we're gone.
Anywhere you are, I am near.
Anywhere you go, I'll be there.
And I'm gonna be here forever more.
Every single promise I keep.
`Cause what kind of guy would I be?
If I was to leave.
When you needs me most?
I'm forever keeping my angel close.
*
This video never fail to touched me.
An abstract of the scene where he proposed to her.
How happy and shocked she was.
How he took care of her after the accident.
How the tears rolled down from his eyes.
How the ring was still on her finger.
How he browsed through the photos of them, of her.
*
Oh great, I just got an SMS from M1 saying they cut off my service.
Ahahahaz.
._. that trigger some anger within me.
Which sparks off how pissed I was yesterday.
I don't get it, seriously.
Why can't people shut the fuck up in movie theaters, or just fucking shut their phones off or turn it into silent mode.
There are morons who check their phones in the middle of the show and then their phone is like.
._. the firework in the theater.
If they wanna talk, don't watch the movies luhz?
What's the point of watching a movie when there're conversations going on in the show and then there'e them having their chit-chats too?
Just get the hell out of the theater and talk all they want.
And if they are so busy that they have to use the phone all the time, seriously, don't bother watching a movie, just get on with your busy life.
Fucking Indians who can't just stop talking and talking.
Even after numerous shh and angry glares, they just cannot get the hint to shut their fat mouths up.
That fucking moronic Indian boy still kicked my chair ehz?
Fatasses, I hope they get drowned by their lipids one day.
._. , seriously, fucking morons.
Movie experiences are so eww, most of the times nowadays.
Except for the part where you spend time with the people you love.
And when the show is nice.
Gahz, seriously, why are there so many morons in this world ._. ?
Enough ranting for the movie thing.
*
The following words will be addressed to my Sweetheart.
Hello beautiful <3 .
By the time you read this, is it gonna be many days later?
Hahahaz, seeing that you're so busy with your schedule.
It's okaez though, because what matters is that in the end you read this.
Hmmz, so, AhBoon went for a field camp for 6 days and he isn't gonna be able to call you right?
); , I know you can't help but feel lonely.
Although I don't have a boyfriend who goes for field camp and we can't talk for 6 days, I can understand how you feel okaez?
Not totally.
Like totally totally because after all you are you and I am me.
But yea, I understand.
I know how it's like to feel so stressed and tied down by assignments and projects.
And the best motivation is his voice, his hug.
But you can't hear him, feel him.
I know how it's like to be confronted with many things that upset you.
And the best way to cheer you up is for him to just talk to you and even giving you a peck telling you everything will be okaez and he'll be there to overcome everything with you.
The unpleasant people, the unpleasant things.
But again, he isn't by your side to make you feel better.
I know what it's like to suddenly think back about all the happy moments, the little fights.
And suddenly, you just have the feeling to wanna hug him and tell him you miss him.
And that you cherish him alot, and you never never ever wanna let him go.
But you can't get to do that, so you're stuck in your own world, making mental images of both of you together.
I know how it's like to wanna keep the loneliness out.
And so you try and talk to people.
Pay attention in class, to what the teachers said, trying to absorb the information.
Find things to do, so as to keep yourself occupied.
But no matter what you do, and who you talk to, you can't hide from yourself, from your feelings, the fact that you wished the person texting you was him, and that whatever you're doing, he's here with you.
What I'm trying to say is, Sweetheart, you're not alone.
At least, not that alone as you think you are.
Remember how you told me to be self-sufficient and be happy on my own so that I'll be happy even if I am without him?
You got to remember those words and apply it on yourself to for the 6 days that Boon won't be by your side.
You're not alone because.
- Boon definitely will be missing you as much as you're missing him, perhaps more, because like you said, the way he love you is way more than you can ever love him, so believe me, no matter what he's doing, he'll be thinking of you, missing you, wondering what you're doing.
- You have your friends who'll be okaez with texting with you, chatting with you just to keep you company, well at least I do, and even though I know my messages can keep you company like, physically, to know you have someone to talk to, it doesn't provide the comfort for you to stop feeling alone.
I can relate.
Really.
So remember, you're not that alone.
;) , I'll be here for you.
Take care of yourself okaez?
*
Shall end this post here.
Need call M1 and talk about my bills.
._. .
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