Of this blog.
- I think alot.
- I wish I had cherished those moments properly.
- I write things out without thinking properly sometimes, causing hurt to many people.
- All in all, I wish I had cherished him better.
- I am possessive.
- I keep bringing the past to the present, even as of now.
- I regret a lot of things that I have done.
That night, when you got drunk and came home.
I should have held you tightly the way you held my hands and refuse to let go.
I should have cuddled you up and tell you I loved you.
- I have become more and more possessive over the years, seriously.
The post on 5 March...
- Suddenly a quote popped into my mind, “感情专一，不是一辈子只爱一个人，而是爱一个人的时候，一心一意。”
"Because only then, I would have cherish Jason, and not make him waste all his patience and effort, time, and in the end, to result in me regretting and having to chase him back, going through when he went through, without knowing when this vicious cycle will end."
"Jason Lee, I'll keep this Valentine Card properly.
Because it's one of the best assurance you've ever given me.
I hope you mean what you say in the card.
Because I really believe you love me.
I really believe."
"遺憾就是當你回憶起過去時，想說：
“我應該那麼做。”
“我不應該那麼做。”
“如過我那麼做／沒那麼做就好。”
思念包含的甜蜜，包含的苦，是一種說不出的感受。
所以想見不能見最痛。"
"說不愛你，是騙你的。
不愛你的話，會為你流那麼多淚？
會吃那些跟你交談過的女生的醋？
會為你的所作所為，所說的話難過？
女生太空閒了嗎？
還不是因為愛上了一個笨蛋，而變成了傻瓜？"
"如果時間能重來，你要拉我進你懷裡的那一刻，我一定順從。
如果時間能重來，你說你願意等我的那一刻，我一定告訴你我也愛上你了。"
""The lesser of two evils is still evil.""
"Dar carried me across the traffic light using the Koala Bear style hug.
And bridal style after we crossed the road, aww <3 !
Strong Dar =D ."
"I love how Dar kissed my forehead and wiped away my tears.
Kekeke.
<3 thanks Dar.
After the movie...
The lights came on.
A group of aunties stood up and prepared to leave.
In a dramatic voice, Dar said..."Survivors of Titanic."
It may not sound very funny here.
But at that moment when the movie end, and it was just after an old woman, who was supposedly Rose in the show recount her story on Titanic, the humour is just bam.
LOLZ.
I love today.
=) ."
The post on 27 April.
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| Our wedding cert. |
Another suddenly memory.
There was a time we argued.
And Boon was there.
And you were outside your house on the 9th floor at the lift with your friends.
And Boon reminded me to go home because it was late.
And we climbed up the stairs and your eyes were red.
I should have walked over to you, hugged you, and told you I love you.
Not stepping into the lift pretending I don't know you.
It was not long after I knew you were the one who asked Boon to remind me to go off.
Else it would be too late.
为什么？
为什么我总是后知后觉？？？
"Dar have been so sweet to me these few days, for the past two weeks I think.
It's good we don't have any big arguments.
I miss peaceful days like this.=) ."
"I keep re-reading past message histories.
I can't believe the things I used to say and how I used to be."
"Life's like that too, you got to look back, think and relive moments to find out what you missed out, what you didn't notice.
By the time you find out, it's too late.
It's always like that.
Which is why cherishing the present is important."
"As for Dar.
I'm sorry if you have to read all those.
I am going insane again.
You have been a great lover to me recently.
For what reason, I don't know.
But thank you.
For not putting me down and making effort."
"Listening to Stand By Me by SHINee !
Mood of being on a holiday, above maximum.
Darling's sleeping beside me.
This feels like a honeymoon.
Our honeymoon.
<3 ."
"He damn bad, took me to a haunted house hahahahaz.
I got scared badly )= .
And he protected me =D !"
"Darling had a song request for me.
It was the first song that came out during the second set.
Celine Dion's Because You Love Me.
Wahahahaz the guy singer said it was Because She Love Me.
It was sang by my pretty female singer omg.
I am touched =) ."
"When I came out, I actually came out of Door 11 but I was wondering when I never see him.
There he was, sitting on the stairs laughing );< !"
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| What I really do. |
I didn't notice.
I left out the part when he pulled me in for a long kiss when the clock strikes 12AM on my birthday.
It was just a month ago...
"And Dar hasn't been replying my message when he's supposed to be stepping out of house already."
And it was because that idiot was trying to surprise me...
"老公；
为了我的生日，你辛苦了。
一下子办秘密生日会，又不能让我知道。
一下子安抚我起起落落的情绪。
虽然今天的秘密晚餐庆祝被我识破了，我还是深深被你感动着。
而那份感动，一点都没少。
我无法形容出我内心的感慨，或对你的感激。
此时此刻，我真的很想紧紧抱着你。
谢谢你，那么努力，让我的18岁生日美好度过。
我爱你。
～仪～"
I will never ever forget this birthday.
Never in my life.
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| The stupid man I love. |
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| You're happy? I am too. |
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| No wonder you said the girl look like me. Always angry. |
"
"有些少注意到的細節讓我在無意中發現後非常感動。
Alee Jason ，謝謝你的陪伴與付出。
很慶幸你沒有放棄我。
給我多一點時間；讓我好好學會珍惜你、愛你、疼你。"
... 等我哦。
`AnnWai da bez x304."
還有時間嗎？
`AnnWai da bez x493.""
A love where I can have the patience which love demands.
A love where both of us can speak when words are needed, and share the silence when words are not needed.
To agree, to disagree on major or minor things.
A love where I can live in someone's heart and call it home."
I wanted to watch that show again with you..
I am the stupid one.
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