I am a fool for you, wish you'd be a fool for me.

In the midst of watching They Kissed Again.

When I feel I have to blog this.

When I watch show, or look at the other couples out there.
I keep thinking in my heart, wae am I in this state of my relationship.
Especially when I look at shows and I am like.
Why is it only in shows that guys will go looking for their girls when they cannot find them.
And that it is only in show when the girl will hide somewhere and not tell anyone but the guy will find her.

And then I realize.
I had such a boyfriend.
One who went after me when I stepped out of his house.
But I ignored that and board the train.

One who found me when I walked off and cried by myself.
At the top level of the shopping centre.

All these memories never left me.
And it dawn on me more than ever that it's not only in show do things like that happen.
I was a lucky girl who didn't have perfect boyfriends.
But I had boyfriends who loved me with all their hearts.
Just that being stupid, I didn't know.
Didn't appreciate, didn't cherish.
And so they left.

Lolz, who do I blame?

Then again, if they really loved me truly, like I was the one in their life, they'd never leave me.
Yea, they love me, I agree.
But not to the point of no return, like those love stories in dramas.

Wish more guys would look at dramas and learn from them.
Especially those guys who watch anime, watch movies, watch dramas, read mangas.
After watching and reading so much, shouldn't you gain a little more?

Haiz, right now, I wish for a warm hug.
); .

4.59AM.
“就是因为爱你所以才会包容你啊！”

大概明白，为什么你对我越来越没有耐性。
面对我时，越来越不耐烦⋯⋯

5.04AM.
I hope that someday, I will find my own Jiang Zhi Shu too.
D< !
Where did all the good guys go T^T .
Wae me left on the shelf?!

No wait.
Am I that despo to be attached?
LOLZ no way.
I think I am more attached to a microphone and headphone.

My DJ DREAM T^T.

5.11AM.
Is stalking me fun?
;p , those who are reading my blog, it must be tough on you, when you're reading my blog, you have to notice if I started on a new post or continue posting on the old post LOLZ.

Anyway, I am gonna sleep and before I go to sleep, here's a nice song to share with all my readers ;D .



By Yong Hwa from F.T. Island and Juniel, a new artiste.
;) .