1.13PM.
Writing this entry as I am on my way to City Hall to wait for Darling to end work hahaz.
一千年以后 is currently playing.
I forgot when was the last time I ever listened to this song properly.
Hehz.
Kinda miss JJ Lin after I MIA-ed from his songs for such a long time.
Went to the temple just now.
Saw Aunt Judy.
And her husband Ricky.
Lolz, perhaps it's because too much time has passed since I last saw them, I almost couldn't regconise them.
When I tried looking at her face, all I can see is just.
I don't know, lolz I feel nothing.
And it doesn't help when she said her husband and her needs to go off to fetch their sons from the school lolz.
Doesn't help at all.
Pimples are growing all over my face )= I feel ugly and uglier.
And Loonies is weird today.
They are reading my message on LINE.
But none of them are replying.
Is it just me?
Or Loonies is just less loony today.
)= .
7.15PM.
Okaez I am pissed off.
=| , I swear not to let FP affect my emotions but when I see Loonies slipping out of the top 50 slowly day by day, I just can't help feeling angry.
We've dropped from Rank 8 to 46.
And the top 50 that we have maintained is slipping out of our grip.
Devastating.
Really devastating.
And it's annoying how people can neglect friendship for relationship.
Read books about those situations, been neglected.
I know that fucked up feeling.
And like the female protagonist in the book, I am never ever gonna neglect friends for love.
Never.
I promised myself this when I was with him and that's not gonna change.
I am just fed up with the rank dropping down.
Sigh.
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