无法深情挽着你的手，亲吻着你额头。

I am not sure if I am exactly glad that I am back in Singapore.
A few reasons contribute to that.

Firstly is the fact that once we're back in Singapore, there is internet connection, and calls and messages start coming in.
So there goes the two-person-world I want with Darling.
Of course, that's just me being selfish, so it doesn't come down to a very good reason.

Secondly, the weather in Singapore is very warm.
Back at Genting, the weather was so chilly to the point where a fan doesn't even need to be on in the hotel room and it's already of the same temperature when we on the air-con in Singapore.
Even in the morning to the noon as the sun shines, there'll always be wind.
So it's very cooling.
Then again, it's me being picky about the weather so that doesn't come down to a very good reason too.

Lastly, it's the feeling of being caged down in Singapore.
At Genting, the only thing to worry was how to get about from place to place (Darling got it covered), the weather (we couldn't go the the Outdoor Theme Park if it rains) and how to spend our money in a wise way.
All I do was eat, sleep and play.
I feel that the moment I step back into Singapore, the mood changes instantly.
The honeymoon feel vanished immediately, replaced by the atmosphere of solemnity.
Sweetness was gone and what came was the feeling of being on a battlefield.
How should I take care of my brother, the burdens of the gardens and even Loonies land on me like huge boulders again.

I wanted to come back as a changed person.
After relaxing myself and everything, I wanna bring the joy I had there back with me, keep it inside.
But the moment I got off from the bus, that kind of motivation was just gone.

It dawn on me how stressful life in Singapore is.
And thank god I cherished every moment there, at Genting.
With Darling.
Just in case one day, if anything happened, memories will still be kept within me.

Hahaz.

Currently at Punggol Marina with Darling, Xavier and their friend.
Lolz, I hate being left out.
As in I don't get whatever they are talking.

Darling felt hungry so we went off to find food ourselves.
And these are our catch.

PS: My entry on my Genting trip will be comin up soon.
Stay tune !

Mushroom soup !

Seafood pasta !

Honey lemon drink !