21 May 2012, my first ever one year anniversary in a real liferelationship.

Something felt weird when I wasn't able to go to your Facebook profile on my iPhone the other day.
Initially, I thought it was just a technical glitch.

It was just a short message but I have forgotten what I wanna post exactly so I shall type it out here, the longer version of what I wanted to post up and what I wanted to write to you, but didn't have the time to.

Dar,
;) , Happy 1st Year Anniversary.
Isn't it amazing?
From online friends, to friends, to good friends, to couple?

Although one year might not be that long, it has brought us so much emotions that I myself, am proud of myself, how I got over them.
Sometimes, I just feel I don't mind spending my whole life with you, because I just feel you adore me so much.
Yet sometimes, I feel like I need to isolate myself away from you because we are suffocating each other.

One year le, to be truthful, I really have no idea how much I understand.
But I really hope that I have been doing my part well as your girlfriend.

I know recently you have put in alot more effort than you did for that period of time when we were going downhill.
Thank you, for being more truthful.
Thank you, for being more patience.
Thank you, for your time and effort.
And lastly, thank you, for loving me ;) .

Sleeping like some noob.

Originally 1st Year Anniversary didn't felt like one to me.
Besides changing our rings, really, it felt like any other ordinary day.
I got upset over it );< !
Plus, I read what Xaveir said to Darling about bringing him to club )'; .
I felt like a kid, a burden to him.
Yet when I felt like a weakling and lost, he was sleeping like some idiot D< !

Another thing was.
Our relationship status on Facebook was cut off.
I don't know if it'c a technical glitch or someone hacked into my account.
Not only the relationship status was called off, Dar was blocked, which he eventually was deleted off my account D< ?!
And my birthyear changed too.
;0 , interesting.

But the pathetic and miserable feeling went away (Y) when Darling woke up from his lala-land and questioned me on what happened persistently when he saw my sad face ); .

Even though Dar didn't write a letter to me or even gave me a small card, I'm just glad we didn't argue.
;) .
I dedicated my 1111th tweet to him though ;D .

Heehee, Dar...
<3 !

But no matter what, the status of being attached is back on both our profile.
<3 , I love you Jason Lee ;) .

Jason Lee, saranghae ❤ !