"You have to trust someone to be betrayed. I never did."


It makes me laugh, how he still likes KFC.
But it makes my heart sink, when I saw his changed his Quotations to the statements above.


As an Aquarius, he should be treasuring his friends alot.
Yet it's sad how he changed his quote to this.

Actually, I never understood what kind of person he was, he is.
And I find myself really pathetic for that.
I find it sad how he never opened up to me, despite he's the one saying he wants a relationship where he can talk about anything under the sun.
Tsktsk.


Does it mean that he have never trusted me in the months that we've been together or before?
I am sure he did, sharing those personal things with me.
But perhaps not to the point that he can trust me with his life.
It's tragic, really.


BGR's a pain the the ass.
And I am not saying this because I have went through a bad romance, or currently caught in one.
But judging from how kids are playing around with 'love', I think that word is becoming more and more like a joke.

Young children thinks that having good feelings is liking, liking is loving, and temporary means forever.
Then they sink into some emo stage when they fall out of love, stereotyping the other gender as scums in this world.
So they became people who thinks liking is good feelings, loving is liking and forever means temporary.
Not just young kids, even adults.
._. , I don't understand why people cannot wait till they're married to have sex, what happened to the conservative Asian tradition?
I don't understand why people wanna say they love someone, then lie to the person about some other things.
If you truly love someone, why lie?


See couples having lunch together, yet while waiting for their meals to be served, they're playing with their own phone, neglecting the opposite parties?
LOLZ, people used to catch up with each other during meals.
Yet what is technology doing?
It's really pathetic.


Querido, I don't know what I actually did wrong to have you chose that route.
You never did explain to me.
But you know something?
I came to realize that if you loved me enough, you would never have let me go no matter what.

If you think that letting me go because you loved me can make me happier, I am here to tell you that, your perspective of love is too shallow, and it's wrong.
I fought so hard for you, to be with you.
But you just have to choose to ignore all of that.

But I won't stop fighting for love because of you.
I wanna live my life better than you, and should I ever meet you on the streets one day, I wanna make sure you regret for letting me go.


Nevertheless, I hope you can find happiness =) , living the happy KeiNaru life you have ever wanted.
I wish you all the best.
^^~!