谢谢你今晚的陪伴。

生理期。
肚子好痛好痛。
头也有一点晕。

We watched a show together today.
I asked him out.
It's not a bad show.
As I expected, there were pretty girls ♡_♡ !

Romance seem to be in most of the movies.
So despite this being more of a martial arts show, romance is still present.

There was one part of the conversation that went like this.

A:
“真正的爱情，是什么都不需要做的。
如果要耍手段，那就不是真正的爱情了。
有些男人值得等待，有些男人，不值得等待。”

B:
“那如果我等不到呢？”

A:
“等不到的话，那是你幸运，因为那个男人不适合你。”

I think this conversation touched me a lot.
Sub-consciously, I always know that a lot of things in this world requires patience.
And being patient is one virtue that I seriously lack of.
Be it with myself and with other people.

I think I am too young to be in a relationship.
Because there're still a lot of things I don't understand.
And won't know how to understand.
For example, the thinking of an adult is just different from the way I think.

Then again, I am a weird girl who thinks quite differently anyway.
For a lot of things.

A lot of quotes and short proses keep appearing on Facebook.
Such as.

What will men do if they truly love you.
How do you know if you are in love.
Qualities a good woman must possess.
A lot of articles like this.
I keep reading and reading and reading.
Because to me, I am like reading stories.
Reading about how couples manage their relationship.
Reading about how people should treat their partner.
Reading about how to cherish and appreciate what partners do for each other.

To me, relationship is really not easy to maintain.
Trust isn't built overnight.
It's like a bridge between two people.
In order for this bridge to be built, the foundation must be firm.
The foundation refers to the little promises that are made.

And when there's trust, it's important not to break it.
Don't take the other party's trust for granted.
If your boyfriend or girlfriend don't check on you or what, don't take advantage of it and start flirting thinking he or she won't see.

Both of us made this same mistake.
Sigh, so this is what became of us without trust.

I read this quote from somewhere.
Being in a relationship and being in love is different.

By being mutually in love, both parties will naturally be in a relationship.
But by being in a relationship, it's not for certain that both parties are in love.

After talking so much, what am I trying to say?
That I came to a conclusion that every couple in this world has their own way of being in a relationship, being in love.

And well, mine is complicated and I am still at a loss of what to do.
I can only say, I choose to wait.

因为你的热情，让我爱上了你。
虽然你的冷漠，会让我伤心。
下着的雨，就是无情的你。
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里。
我相信，你也是很无奈的。
因为，我们之间的历史一直重演，你也累吧？
却为何把我，丢弃在风雨里？
我不想放弃，你或者这段感情。
所以，我唯一可以做的，就是默默等你，回心转意。
我很想放弃，但我没有，即使我有多伤心。
但是，这样子的我，是否绑着你不让你飞呢？

好怕有一天，我们会成为最熟悉的陌生人。

I feel that, by writing letters after letters to you, I am sort of pressurizing you as well.

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最近的我身体感觉好弱。
3天内，有两晚，都把晚餐吐出来了。

有点狼狈的感觉。

如果，你不想要这段感情了，直接告诉我，好吗？
就当作，我们身为情人你给我最后的温柔。
痛过了，我们还能是朋友。

我真的不相等到，全部的美好回忆都消失。
我和你一样，一旦认真，就不会随便提出分手⋯⋯