It doesn't help when Sweetheart keeps asking about the Superstar Virgo.
It doesn't help knowing it's Brother and Sweetheart's anniversary today.
It doesn't help knowing he's overseas enjoying himself with whoever.
It doesn't help knowing my body clock is screwed and I am just about to break down again.
No one can see the tears I shed while wishing Sweetheart happy anniversary to her and Boon through SMS before I sleep, before she step on to the ship.
No one can feel the sound of my heart shattering while I fill in Sweetheart with bits and pieces of Superstar Virgo when she asks.
Good for you, being able to treat as though nothing ever happened between us, able to let me go so soon.
Just unlucky for me, being stuck in my own world of tormented emotions.
Suffocating, you can't see.
Nor can you feel.
See the hidden meaning there?
But you know what?
I am strong.
I can tank all of these ^_^ .
I think.
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