New ideas for blogging!

Blogging about what I do for the day is too mainstream.
;eeks, so I think I am gonna come up with different ideas to post on different days.
Today, later, I shall post about my lesson yesterday and of course, a confession.
LOLZ.

Kekekeke, for now, I am deciding between.
Watching a movie I watched before.
Or continue watching the CD I stopped watching...
Or sleep.

;eeks.
My brains are gonna crack ); .

Breakfast with family !

Miraculously, I actually woke up to my mum's call.
D; , I think I had some kind of weird dream.
Quite normal, since I am quite a weird girl ;D .

I think I'll sleep when I come back.
Gonna go out for breakfast with my parents now.
<3 kekeke.
The mattress ;diao !
);< but I need my sleep omg, I can feel my heavy brains.

Twilight is awesome.
I think I'll find online the last part of Twilight 4 if it's out.
I don't even know if it is LOLZ.
Should be right?

Wait, am I talking to myself now?
Omg -_- .

Kkkk poof-

Twilight Movie Spam ;make !

My god.
I am just done watching Twilight 3.
And I'm sleepy but somehow.
I feel like watching the next Twilight!

XD.
Damn.
Having a vampire boyfriend doesn't seem so bad LOLZ.
Old school type, yea?
My favourite.

First lesson harvest ;D .

28 August 2012 , at some unknown time.
Back from the first lesson.

Not much content today, quite okaez.

I believe everyone have their own purpose go attending the lesson.
;) , just like me for having my own.

The speaker was humourous.

29 August 2012, 2.15AM.
This is ridiculous.
I was typing this post and my mum was yelling and informing me that the pot is gonna explode because I wasn't tending to the water and I went to cook my maggie, and after that tagged EXP and I totally left this post undone.
And I have no intention to actually kind of like.
Finish this post now so I shall leave it to when I have time later on.

Mattress.
Confirm must go find le D< , else my mother's gonna be so damn pissed !

LOLZ.

I'm impressed ;0 !

Imba and hardworking people.
Lessons haven't start jiu start copying notes le.
Whattttttttttt?!

Traveling on the bus XD .

Have you ever dreamt of something and in that dream, you feel so angry so frustrated and so vexed, so suffocated, and then when you wake up, you totally remember nothing and just know you had a ridiculous dream?

LOLZ because that's what happened to me.
;/ , my dream came to me suddenly and I am laughing.
);< .

Kinda like this weather now.
Not sunny not raining.
Just dark clouds and cooling.
;P .
And the enjoyable thing is.
I am on a bus!
Looking at scenery.
Though there's not much here that's why I am typing this entry.

But yea.
Hope I don't doze off and miss my stop ~_~ .

BUSY TUESDAYs STARTING TODAY !

Not according to plan, I woke up rather late today.
D; .
To be specific, I woke up 3 minutes earlier than the alarm I set.
Or perhaps 2 or 1.
And I off-ed it.
LOLZ, and I conveniently off-ed the alarm that I set that was supposed to ring 1 hour after the first alarm.
So I happily slept through the afternoon ._. .

Ohwell.
The mattress will have to wait.
I have just bathed and applied the medicine to try and cure the pimples on my face so I can become a flawless skin princess (yearight).

Kkkk , gonna set off now.
D< !
Still gotta post letters and withdrew money.
Ahhhhhz!

Kk poof-

PS: So many pretty girls around why am I not one of them D< ?!

诚实面对自己

Under the blanket you gave me.
To keep me warm when I was staying at Clementi.

As much as I wish I was at your house encouraging you for your reports and exams, that you may or may not be working for, I have to face up to the truth that, you have already put me out of your mind.

I cannot stop you from <3-iing other girls.
Or going clubbing.
I cannot drug you with a love potion and force you to love me.

But I can promise you that some day.
This little girl you knew when you're 21, when she's 14, will be a very different lady in the near future.

I wouldn't be so bitter like I am now.
I wouldn't be so possessive like I am now.
I will learn to handle crappy situations well.
I will be very independent.

To put it simply.
I will be that mature girl you expected me to me.
The sensible and mature girl you've hope out of me.

Of course, I will be able to look back at us, and smile at those happy and beautiful memories.
I will put aside those bad ones.
Even if I still remember them, I'll laugh them off.
Most importantly, I'll be happy knowing you're happy and healthy, having your own family, a gorgeous and understanding wife who'll be supportive in all that you wanna do.
And pretty daughters and handsome child who'll grow up to be successful and filial.

But as of this moment.
I'm just gonna face up to my emotions.
To not deny the fact that I still miss you, I still miss us.
I still feel angry because you keep thinking I left you without reason, to keep suggesting I screwed up everything.

I'm not gonna deny that I am upset and disappointed how you wouldn't face up to me and our problems and only know how to hide and avoid, and pretend nothing happened.

I'm gonna admit that my heart is aching because I really loved you with my heart and soul and truly and even now, when you probably don't love me anymore, I still love you like an idiot.
Like the _StupidGirl_ I have always been.

I'm not gonna deny I hate all the hurts and scars that you left me and hate the you when you watched me cry and not even pull me into your arms to secure me.

If you're still reading this blog, and you're thinking that I'm clingy and disgusting, feel free to think that way.

Because, I wanna face up to all these emotions, pouring them out so I can feel empty inside.
So I would stop being so bitter.

So my tears wouldn't be held back and they can flow freely, as a channel to release all those words that are choking me because I don't know what to say and how to express.

I'm not gonna deny this fact that.
Jason Lee, I love you.

And I am gonna get over this fact that.
Jason Lee, I'm always gonna love you.
Because you have gave me many beautiful memories.
Because you've played an important role in seeing me grow up.

I'm sorry for wasting your time.
Because of the slow rate that I am maturing at.

In fact, I will always love you.
Always always because I promised you so.
;) , if you still look at our couple memo.

Eternally.
Was my promise to you.

Perhaps to you, it's childish.
You think there's no such love and things like that.
But I know what I said and I know the gravity of this.

I wish I was still the one who gave you feelings no one has ever had.
And how I wish you meant it then and now.

But I know.
I need to grow up.
And accept that you, have chose to let me to just become another fragment of your past.

I'm fine with it.
Perhaps not now.
But soon.
;) because we both deserve to have our own happiness.

Dar, I'll always keep you in my heart.
I love you.

Family Warmth Is The Best !!!

Hmmz, so starting from today, I'll keep 10 Tuesdays occupied in the evening.
Which I am quite excited actually.
;P .

Changed the bedsheets in my room.
And yea, I'll prolly be out hunting for a mattress later on after I wake up.

I am feeling quite hungry now.
Zomg ;\ .

Yesyes, of course.
Not to mention something I wanted to post for, technically yesterday.

I am a happy girl.
Because I am enveloped in family warmth.
;P when someone appreciates your effort.

Thank you Daddy <3 .

;) .

Contractions in the chest area.
This is bad.
The world must be running out of oxygen I guess.

D; !

A memo I saw in Audii.
So true.

Quote-Struck

"Every relationship is messed up, what makes it perfect is if you still want to be there even when it really sucks."

Everyone who has been in a relationship prolly knows how it can get all icky mushy or yucky mucky.

It's really naive to believe any relationship that can go without arguments or fights.

And well, if you found someone who's willing to stay with you despite all these fights, and not retreat back or hide like a coward, you've found someone to keep.

;) .

Humans...

Why do people always see fault in everyone but themselves ~_~ .
I am quite speechless.

Oh, by the way.
I'm both  and .

When lyrics hit me like Cupid did.

“有的人说不清哪里好，但就是谁都替代不了。”

;) .

One day, I'll stop crying for you.

Seeing how people posting sweet messages for their partners.
Be it on this day, or any other day, I can't help but envy.

It's not like I have never  one anything like that.
It's not like I have never tried to be a good girlfriend for you.
But in the end, all you can make it seem as though is, I am the one who let you down.

I never left you.
You pushed me away.
And then you make it seem as though I'm the one who changed.

If a relationship becomes stale, both parties have a part to play.
Because every reaction occurs because of an action.

I know you prolly never forgotten about your first ex before.
And a part of you still wish it was her you can live forever with.

They said it's normal for girls to cry for guys and that if a girl can make a guy cry, she must mean something to him.
I think it's true.
Because I know I don't mean anything to you now.

Perhaps to you, I've changed.
But am I the only one who caused us to turn out this way?
Do you have no part to play?
Push all the blame on me like a pro.
You're good at that.
Forever evading all those conflicts.

*

"Another part of me" will be opening up soon.
Stay tune ;) .

A simple scene, a simple smile.

A polaroid stood still on the meter.
The man was hugging two kids.
One on each side, in his left and right arms.
I guess it was taken by their mother during a dinner or something.

A simple scene like this warms my heart because I think it's touching to see a dad carry picture of his kids wherever he go.
Placing it on the cab meter, it shows that he's prolly proud of his kids too ;) , unafraid to acknowledge to the world that he'd a dad of two.

;) , men who love their family.

I guess our love story will never be seen, on the big wide silver screen ;) .

这个学期的第一个也是最后一个考试结束了。
本来应该感到很高兴。
却不知怎么的，一点都快乐不起来。

发现今天是七夕情人节。
多么希望，我自己也能够拥有一段美丽的爱情故事，一个没有结局，一直延下去，温馨的爱情故事。

你，最近还好吗？

I am very stressed... ); .

Feel so down suddenly.
This stress is building up on me.


"Boy I miss your kisses~
All the time but this is.
25 minutes too late...
Though you travelled so far,
I am sorry you are.
25 minutes too late..."

One of the few last songs chosen the last time we went to Grassroots.
Lololz.
Finally downloaded this song after so long.

Looking so forward to after exams.
XD , can't wait to be attached to freedom.

Okaez can.
Back to studying.
;eeks.

Bear, wae you smile so happy-ly ?!

Remixed Dream ;0 !!

Wahhhhhz.
Like.
Why do I dream of so many people.
Seem so real but then like.
LOLZ obviously a dream because they don't talk inside.

My body clock is totally screwed ); .

开不了口

2.21AM



“就是开不了口
让她知道
我一定会呵护着你
也逗你笑
你对我有多重要
我后悔没
让你知道
安静的听你撒娇
看你睡着
一直到老”

有时候，还真想念睡在你旁边的感觉。

;) .

Like a not that happy but.
Happy 15th month real life anniversary.
;) .

If it still matters to you.

Tonning here and there ;P .

LOLZ, THIS IS ROUND ONE !
Round Two coming up soon ;P .
Stay tuneeeeeee-!

We are who we are~!

This place is so pretty after renovation.
>< .
Of course, before renovation, it was pretty as well XD .

Every trip to this place inspires me to think a little more, be a little better.
And today, I am quite sure I wanna make my life more fulfilling.

Sometimes, I really think every living thing has a soul, even plants.

I have meant to say this but I keep forgetting.
I think I'm a special girl ;) .

And I think...
That was the first time someone ever called me beautiful ;) .

Smile-!

我真的是越变越漂亮了。
受不了我自己。

离考试的日期不远了。
); 压力有点儿大。

Welcome to our world XD .

Yes, I totally just cam-whored.

LOLZ.

With Stitch the other day.

And now with this white bear.

And both are the lovelys I hug to sleep every night at Babe's house.

XD .

Did I mention that both of us are in deep shit?

Yes we are.

);< !

But yupz, here I am taking pictures.

And Babe's not in because she said she don't want to.

#random

I'm getting fatter.

LOLZ OMG NOOOOO.

I should totally cut down on snacks.

And yea, her room is totally in a mess.
Welcome to the girls' world ~!

5.14AM.
"I never thought that I would miss all the things I used to complain about you."