I no longer know how to put how I feel into words anymore.
All I can say and repeat is that, I feel worthless, and un-cherished.
What I can confirm this time is, I am almost ready to let go.
Because I think I have sorted out my mind.
Love is not enough to maintain a relationship.
My heart is torn so badly now that I can't feel happiness from this relationship anymore.
If you noticed that anyway.
I still talk to you, I can still say 'I love you'.
I can hug you, I can kiss you.
But those actions no longer carry the love I had for you, the faith I had in us.
No more, I say, no more.
I made up my mind, that when I leave you, I want to leave as a girl who you will remember as thoughtful and caring.
I will give in to what you want, what you say.
I don't want to argue anymore.
Because no matter what I say, it will never go into you.
If you loved me enough, you would have come after me.
I know you won't regret losing me.
After all, with your ability to melt girls, you'll have no problem getting a new 'wife'.
I think we can choose to break up on either tomorrow, 21 Jan, or 1 Feb.
It's our anniversary somehow, let everything come to an end, to finish what we started.
I'll wish you happiness.
I won't deny it will be easy for me, but I will get over you soon enough as time goes by.
You will find someone better =) .
/AnnWai.
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| 21 July 2011 Through all the brokenness ; This bleeding heart must confess ; I love ; My love ; My bloody valentine ... -- Tata Young - My Bloody Valentine |
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