Relationship is a waste of time.

Soccer seems to be able to provide you with happiness more than I do.
Honestly, I am upset about it.
But what can I do?
I've already tried so hard.
And now, I feel like giving up.

I've put in so much effort in both my relationship.
To understand them.
But I failed, tremendously.
I feel so sorry for myself, how I keep ranting on my love life.

You asked me to tell you what I am thinking.
But when I actually tell you what is on my mind, you shut me off by saying that I am thinking of rubbish thing.
That kind of words from you sting.

The expression from you when I walked out of your room, yea, that hurts.
The disappointment when you didn't come after me, yea, that stinks too.

I feel guilty though, because my feelings for you are officially fading.

Writing letters to you don't help.
Talking to you don't help.
Crying don't help.

I am out of ideas.
I am turning to KPop, turning to music.

Why?
To lessen my pain.

Congratz to me yo.
I am back to square one.
Crying everyday, with a broken heart.

/AnnWai.

Broken, is an understatement.