我怀念的是你很激动，求我原谅抱得我都痛。

4.48PM.
I don't know what's wrong with everything and everyone today.

Everything is going just all wrong and faulty and I feel so fucking damaged.

First all the bad things that happen.

Then comes the sucky teachers.

Downing my hopes of increasing my GPA.

Then now what?

My boyfriend telling me he might be going to China to work.

And he's saying it as though it means nothing?

I mean, I am not asking him not to.

But he didn't mention it to me?

Fuck, I'm breaking down, I totally am.

Yea, I'm crying =) .

Just for today, let me.
For all the shits that happened, happen and will happen.