Friday, July 13, 2012

放不下,忘不掉。

9.02AM:
Nowadays, I can't seem to find the right title to fit my blog posts LOLZ.
Unless I start on my Three Words Chat again.

Have been busy in and out these days, rushing for assignment, meeting for projects, etc.

And I finally finally have time to meet my babe and go out with her ;D , so happy~!

Just two days ago, I finished a presentation on 徐志摩's ≪再别康桥≫。
My group got a good grade ;) and I am really happy about it.
Umma had put it alot of work on the video, and ShuXian and her had put in alot of work on the presentation.
I can't say I did alot, so, I am in no position to brag about it, or say that I have did my best to get this grade because frankly, I didn't do that much compared to the two of them.

To the readers who have been visiting my blog, sorry for not posting for hmmz, these few days >< !!
I have been emptying my emotions into my personal diary more than I do on this space so yupz, that cause me to slack off from this place ); .

Am on my way to school to meet Unnie and YuShi to practice using the camera.
Head's less giddy then when I woke up earlier on.

Saw a quote on Facebook.
Hahahaz.


If everyone was so selfless, this world would be so much a better place ;) .

And this is for my dearest Unnie.



2.32PM.
Am on bus to Clementi Station, gonna train to City Hall.
Am worried about a few stuff.
Even though worrying isn't the best solution and well, it's not as though worrying is gonna help much in solvinf matters.
But I just can't help being worry.

Before we parted ways, Unnie mentioned something about me that I probably knows but brushed it aside.
That, I'm just different.

The me recently can be described as 忧郁,心不在焉。

I tend to zone out easily.
Get affected easily.
I don't know if it's because I take too much notice of people's actions and words at certain point of time such that things happen like this but generally, that's why I am like these few days.

I can still remember myself crying my lungs out while typing a birthday message to Sweetheart, a few minutes before 7 July ended.
I was pretty amazed with myself for being able to do that in that situation I was in.

All that I am thinking now is.
有时候,人会翻旧账不是因为小气而放不下,是因为还在为那件事心痛,所以忘不掉。

Am I too affected by you?
If I do, you're probably someone really important to me.

So please, stay with me.
Don't leave me alone.

3.09PM.
They say, people who knows you well and care for you will be able to see the tears behind those smiles of yours.
Will be able to tell that you're upset from the way you type your SMS.

I don't know if these people exist in my life.
Because right now, when I feel like crying, I can't even find a shoulder for me to lean on.
I can't even say out honestly, how I feel about everything.

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