Waking Up Sickness.

This feeling is sick man.
Absolutely sick.

I hate waking up.
Like, yea, I swear.
It's not like I don't wanna live anymore but yea, I just don't feel like waking up.

Everytime I open my eyes and snap back into reality from my dreams, I feel as though I travelled between dimensions.
And the feeling is horrible.
So, how exactly do I feel?

• Heartbeat racing.
• Hands and legs turning cold.
• Stomach churning.
• Feeling like puking.
• Heart sinking.

Generally, that way.
Not to mention every morning, waking up with bleeding gums.

Yea, actually, I am supposed to be up at 9AM, but I slept back.
RuiWen called me at a little later than 9.30AM, like 9.34AM?
And I woke up and oovoo them.
Val suggested we used Skype instead so here I am, waiting for them to video call me.
Val said RuiWen added me, but I don't see the request popping out ); .
Or did I accidentally rejected it out of sleepiness?
Hahahaz T^T , my god wake uppppp !

Just saw a quite meaningful post on Facebook when I woke up.

A tinge of sadness lingers on.

But it's fine, as long as you're happy ;) .