Confession #3.

Although this is not the best time.
And I prolly have no mood to type properly.
But I just feel like writing something.

My diary hasn't been written for more than a month I guess.
>< , lolz, next time if I cannot find this blog, I am so gonna regret it when I wanna find out again, what happened during this time of my life.

But anyway, yea, let's go into Confession #3, which was supposed to be my Confession #2.
But a random confession popped out so this has been pushed down to #3.

Hmmz, I think one of the posts earlier on in Confession #1 or the posts that was written after that was supposed to be the opening to this confession.

Well anyway.

Confession #3 - I believe in this famous quote by teenagers around my ages nowadays that "hongsters never die".

I never understood what it meant by hongsters even when I joined ~HoNgStErsx3~ as BluePika.
It was only quite sometime after I joined did I realize that it meant people who flirt.
So to hong means to flirt and if you hong, you're a hongster, so you're a flirt.

It's amusing, yet upsetting, how people keep saying they wanna find 'true love'.
It wasn't so bad in Audii in the past, but recently, this finding real life steads, real life couples, finding gans, finding flings thing have been getting from bad to worse.
In Free-1 and Free-2, the number of non-playing rooms increased, making that channel getting more and more boring, and that kind of rooms are really taking up spaces, so that becomes annoying for people like me who are sincerely looking for a decent room to play.
But that isn't the main point.
The main point is, Audii is a game, and yet now, it seems to have become a platform for people to find their mate there.
Yea mate, because there's even people finding sex partners ._. .

Besides Audii, I have been out on Zoosk, Tagged and explore those social networking site.
Zoosk is definitely and obviously a website for men and women to find their dates.
Be it whether your sexual orientation is straight or not.
As for Tagged, what I believe started out as a platform to make friends, have gradually became a platform for people to find sexual partners, horny chats, and their so called dating partners.

Some people are just desperate.
But some are just flirts out to break hearts.

I have to admit that when I first start out in relationship, it's sweet.
Of course, most relationships started out this way, why else will you wanna be together with the other person, right?

But then again, when humans interact, there're bound to be conflicts.
Like when two surfaces rub together, there'e bound to be friction.
It's the same logic.

For some people, when problems arise in their relationship, they choose to think that it's the end of the relationship.
Like how they can freely say that they love someone forever, they can freely say they want a break up.
Which is why I never believed easily, when a guy tells me he will love me forever.
So being the bitch, I will give the guy a hard time when he tries coming after me.
Which I am totally regretting now for being overboard to Alee.

But k , so as I mentioned, those people only like the sweet moments, the fun times.
And they believe that if there's conflict then it's time to break up.
So they started switching their partners in a few days.
And some may date up to a few person at the same time.

I suppose in that way, it's good because that hongster will never get to be hurt.
And even if he or she does, it wouldn't affect him or her for that long.
So, yea, they never die, because they are generally happy and carefree.

Unless people who are more faithful and fret more over their relationships and how to maintain them.
These people who are more faithful tends to fork out more during a relationship.
So they give and give and some, give until they have nothing to give, so they live on their back up energy while trying to restore their main power source.
And this, isn't an easy process.
A heartbreak isn't that easy to heal.

But it's weird to see how more of these hongsters claim that they're this way because they have their hearts broken.
Or that they're searching for true love.

So, if someone broke your heart, you got to break someone'e heart?
So the vicious cycle goes on, and hongsters often say that "guys/girls are all cheaters, liars" stuffs like that that make me feel pissed off -_- .

Come on, have you dated the whole popularity?

But like the quote suggest, hongsters never die.
There will always be people honging, people who likes to hong.
Even if they're attached.

._. , or people who like to hong because they like to see how people are being played.
I despise this type of people..

Did I stray away from what I wanna say?
I think so.

D; .