28 July 2012 , just a month went by.

Just a month ago, we were celebrating your birthday, watching an awesome movie.

Just a month ago, you brought me out to watch a movie, then brought me home for a touching and heartwarming surprise.

Just a month ago, you gave me a long kiss, wishing me happy birthday because I've became a lady.

Just a week ago, we had a fight.

Just a week ago, we endured a cooling period.

"Where have the times gone, baby.

All of the plans we made for two."

Just a few days ago, he asked if we wanted to go JB.

Just a few days ago, we were dining with his mum and talking about going overseas for holidays.

"Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember.

The people we used to be.

It's ever harder to picture.

That you're not here next to me.

You said it's too late to make it.

But is it too late to try?

And in that time you wasted.

All of our bridges burned down."

Is it possible to change our feelings overnight?

A total 180 degree change.

"If happy ever after did exist.

I would still be holding you like this."

I wish you'd remember the notes I left in your wallet.

Perhaps you removed them.

"You turned your back on tomorrow.

Cause you forget yesterday.

I gave you my love to borrow.

But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine.

I don't expect you to care.

I know I said it before.

But all of our bridges burned down."

Are you prepared to let go of all the good and bad times now?

I know you'd get over them soon.

"Still stuck in that time when we called it love.

But even the sun sets in paradise."

I don't wish to be leaving you.

Shifting everything out without informing you.

But you have to understand, that if I text you all of a sudden.

About that issue, you wouldn't have been pleased.

And I most likely couldn't tank your response as well.

I don't know if you still pay attention to this place.

I wish you do.

Because I have to let you understand why I chose what I did.

I'm sorry.

Because I promised I won't give up.

But in this current situation, I guess it's the best thing to do.

Be happy, stay healthy.

We'll both be successful in life.

Thank you, for all the lies you said because you didn't want to hurt me.

Thank you, for hugging me to sleep for the past one year of life.

Thank you, for holding my hands and calming the half-asleep me down when I am stirring because of nightmares.

Thank you for telling me you won't mind letting me have the whole blanket to myself.

Thank you for all the sweet and bad memories.

Thank you for teaching me about food, about alcohol, about relationship.

Thank you for putting up with me.

Thank you for the lessons you taught me about life.

Thank you for being there with me throughout my whole poly life so far, while I am doing assignments, staying up with me just to make sure I don't feel alone.

Thank you for playing Words With Friends for me just so I don't keep getting my ass pwned.

The list of good memories can go on and on and on and on.

And I can tell you how much I love you.

And you're just too stupid to know.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

There're so many things I wish for.